Ecology of Fear

“The Ecology of Fear” Installation. 

One year of personal data/ amount of time spent in the woods and moss samples from each documented location in New England. 2025

The "ecology of fear" is a concept in ecology showing predators impact prey not just by killing them but through the fear they instill, causing prey to change behavior (eat less, avoid good spots), and their physiology (stress). This leads to non-lethal effects like reduced reproduction that ripples through ecosystems, creating trophic cascades ( ie. plants growing back when fear keeps herbivores away). A well known example are the wolves that were reintroduced to Yellowstone, and the effect they had on redirecting and re'-establishing the flow of the river systems. 

This theory has also been applied to urban enviornments incorporating social issues. “Ecology of Fear: Los Angeles and the Imagination of Disaster” is a 1998 book by Mike Davis that argues Los Angeles's frequent natural disasters (earthquakes, wildfires, floods) are a result of deliberate, market-driven urban development that ignores environmental risks, creating a city uniquely vulnerable to catastrophe. Davis critiques how the city's social inequalities are exacerbated by these hazards, which disproportionately affect the poor, while the wealthy imagine disaster through media fantasies rather than confronting the real, man-made dangers. 

I became interested in this concept after observing my own relationship to fear and how that has affected and dictated my own patterns. I began to notice that I identify more with animals like deer, small birds and chipmunks, paying attention to their movements and reactions to gauge my surroundings. My patterns were altered, and my work that has so often been a solitary observation in the woods changed. I was now on high alert, unable to be taken away by my thoughts, I felt the need to get in and get out. Nature no longer slowed my heart rate, but would deliver bursts of cortisol. Heart beat drummed in my ears, and I jumped at every stick or rustling of leaves. I began collecting samples and bringing the woods into the safety of my home and documenting how long I was able to be in the woods until I felt the need to turn around. I wonder, if this pattern continues could it have any kind of effect on my favorite spots in the woods? Does everything happen for a reason?

Even the walls were collaborators.

These wallpaper and tile patterns were commonly found in homes during the period of the Berlin Wall. They were also seen preserved in the interrogation rooms at Hohenschönhausen prison in Berlin., a Stasi prison from the former Soviet occupied East sector.


Is there a darkest microbiome?
The question that repeatedly popped into my head while I was there.

How to carry water

Using fire!


I fell in love with pit firing while having the incredible opportunity to take a workshop from Petrona, a local of San Roque de Cumbaza in the cloud forests of Peru. There, the bright yellow and iron-rich soil allowed for some of the most beautiful reds I have yet to fire. The process is incredibly labor intensive, as the deposits lie on the side of a very steep mountain. These areas are protected by the people that source the clay for their personal wares. After sourcing the clay, Petrona hiked back down to her village and showed me how to apply the grog- bits of finely ground already fired clay (usually from broken pots they recycle using this process). After grinding the yellow clay with my feet, the grog Petrona would toss in, created a muted gray,and a clay body that would shape quickly and durably. Using coils, Petrona showed me how to sculpt my bowl using just my hands and a husk from a gourd-like nut. After the clay dried we brought our wares to the center of the village where she built a fire using a machete and satika wood. The pots were placed within and atop the fire and in less than 30 minutes they emerged with a gorgeous red finish. She had brought some achiote for us to use around the rim to give it a finishing design. The materials of each location will yield different results because of each place’s unique ecosystem and geology. I was so excited by how accessible, natural, and holistic pit-fired earthenware clay was, and I’ve been having a lot of fun experimenting in different landscapes with wild clays since.

Applying what I learned from Petrona in San Roque at home! I learned a lot about how to transfer these techniques from the local materials I learned with, to the ‘local’ materials I am able to source from home. I started by watching some videos by Andy Ward on youtube here https://youtu.be/w1aPlVBm35I I bought some of the micaceous clay he uses in New Mexico, got some pine (something that burns hot and fast), and dug a small pit in the yard. I placed my bisqued pots on the outside of the fire to kind of prep them to the heat so they wouldn’t be shocked and crack. I then placed the on the fire and covered the pots with some more sticks. I let this burn completely, adding wood until the pots “glowed” and then let them sit in the ash overnight. When I removed them they were warm, and if I was lucky had some of the black marks from trapped carbon on them! the difference I have found between the pine and satika woods is the “purity” of the fire. Pine leaves behind a sap, and the satika burns a lot “cleaner”. Petrona preferred minimal black marks on her pots, but I don’t really mind it! It’s all the potter’s preference.

A lot of my process considers how the artwork decomposes after time— how quickly? What is the impact? I think about this in archival and environmental terms and it will often render me creatively paralyzed. Moving towards clay, wood and stone as primary materials is a helpful solution. These clay imprints using the pit fire method are a beautiful way to consume but not too much. I am in love with the way the alchemic reactions mimic the landscape in which it is fired, and the simple purposeful forms that hold and carry water, food, and information in the case of the imprints.

Pit-fired beetle galleries using felled trees, lichen, moss and seaweed from the island of Örö, Finland.
I love how this process replicates the natural objects that live in the space surrounding the firing. No matter where it is taking place, these molecular patterns remind us all that we are made of the same stuff —✨dust

Echos

A journal entry and some photos I took on Örö Island in Finland.

Military portals echo and transport me to a violent past, covered in a soft blanket of moss. Butterflies and purple wildflowers grow everywhere and distract me like an embroidered veil shrouding a history of grief. 

Maybe I’m dramatic,

And then it snows, and the world goes quiet. 


The next day walking towards the echos, prints of a fox and a vole circle around– 

There are no secrets in the snow. 


An echo reverberates through the island again, and then the light pours through the trees. 
I can’t hear for a moment and look out to sea, the black deep swallowing up a single swan feeding on the open ocean.

Is it lonely here? 

Snow clouds on the horizon glow oranges and pink. It’s almost dark and I pour myself a drink. Totally perplexed at my anxiety I sit down and watch more echos. Looking for a distraction, I google what other animals grieve. And I see news of a bolide over Norway. 


Not sure why I can’t sleep. I watch more echos and then I wake up and take another walk. I see where animals have made their homes. There are no secrets in the snow, I repeat to myself. 


Is privacy a right? 

Do all swans find a mate, or are some always alone?

No light today. No distractions. 

It’s my dad's birthday. 

I google what animals stay in families forever. 

Am I hungry or thirsty?

What am I doing here?

Yesterday I looked into an abandoned house on the North Harbor. There were beer cans and cigarette trash littered around an old wood stove. A very glossy chipped red door opened to the kitchen. 

And then I saw a heap of feathers below one of the windows. I walked around and looked into the other windows. There were three feathered corpse heaps under each window I could see. It reminded me of some kind of curse a witch would make from the movie Willow (1988).

Should I have a child?

I think I’m thirsty, but I should probably only have water.